Tuesday, December 23, 2008

'tis the season


to be blogging... terrible.

december was a busy one:

lyndsey had a neck problem that put her through a couple of rough weeks, and took us to a couple of doctors. it seems to be getting better, though...

i finally began the next step in my educational career and signed up for grad school. starting this spring, i'll be working towards a masters in CMIS (Computer Management Information Systems) at SIUE. i hope to sort of specialize in software/application development, but we'll see...

we went to borders last night, and i read 57 pages in one sitting of Randy Pausch's, "The Last Lecture." I enjoyed it so much that I asked for it for Christmas... it's the type of book that needs to be re-read once in a while to put things back in perspective...

we are looking forward to getting home and seeing the family(s)! to anyone reading this, have a safe, relaxing, giving, memory-filled christmas!

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Christmas Music


I love Christmas music. I do believe it's been trotted out a little early this year, however... anyway I don't mind.

My favorite artists, Future of Forestry, put out a Christmas EP, and it sounds FANTASTIC. I'm going to go buy it now. You can listen to it on their Myspace. These guys consistently put out work that, in my opinion, is way ahead of the rest of the industry... and a new album is coming soon, I believe....

Saturday, October 18, 2008

The Visitor


we watched a really good movie last night: The Visitor. it sounds like a horror flick, but it's nothing close to that. Richard Jenkins is great, and quickly turning into one of my favorites (Burn After Reading, Six Feet Under, I Heart Huckabees).

Friday, October 17, 2008

crazy lady....

i didn't know about this until SNL did a bit on it last night (weekend update thursday has been great, by the way)...

Sunday, October 12, 2008

unChristian excerpt

i'm finally taking up reading again... thus continuing where i left off in unChristian. this is a research project trying to get to the root of the negative perceptions of the Christian faith. they interviewed and gathered data from thousands of people.

here's an interesting excerpt about the young people of today:

"Young adults enjoy challenging the rules. They are extremely - you might say innately - skeptical. Today's young people are the target of more advertising, media, and marketing than any generation before. And their mindset is both incredibly savvy and unusually jaded.
...Yet I would caution you not to underestimate the widening gap between young people and their predecessors. Those who think that in due time Mosaics and Busters [terms used to describe the younger generations, much like 'baby boomers'.] will "grow up" and look like everyone else should prepare to have unfulfilled expectations.
...Rather than looking for an end to the generation gap, it is important to recognize its existence."

as a teacher, i can totally see this... these kids want answers. they have a feeling of entitlement, because the world revolves around them right now... like the author says, pop culture/advertising/etc. targets them in everything they do, because they are probably the most influential group of people there is when it comes to setting trends and norms.

something to consider for those of us working with these young people, no matter the context.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

i'm baaack

our computer has been down for about a week (worst week ever...), but now we're back online...

Sunday, October 5, 2008

what a day


beautiful day today... i got out and mowed the lawn and sprayed for spiders, which we've had a lot of lately... i finally started reading "unChristian" again, so i'll post about it soon. 'til then...

Thursday, September 25, 2008

the economy

you may know that i have a deep respect for ron paul. one of the things that is amazing about him is his ability to see the flaws in our economy and predict what would happen (not because he's psychic, but by using solid economic theory)... you can watch videos of him several years ago, and now it looks like he was predicting the future about multiple topics, including the war and the economy (whether you are pro or anti-war, his comments preceding our invasion of iraq have eerily turned into truth). the president has proposed an economic bailout plan. here is ron's response, if you're interested.

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"My Response to the President"

Dear Friends:

The financial meltdown the economists of the Austrian School predicted has arrived.

We are in this crisis because of an excess of artificially created credit at the hands of the Federal Reserve System. The solution being proposed? More artificial credit by the Federal Reserve. No liquidation of bad debt and malinvestment is to be allowed. By doing more of the same, we will only continue and intensify the distortions in our economy - all the capital misallocation, all the malinvestment - and prevent the market's attempt to re-establish rational pricing of houses and other assets.

Last night the president addressed the nation about the financial crisis. There is no point in going through his remarks line by line, since I'd only be repeating what I've been saying over and over - not just for the past several days, but for years and even decades.

Still, at least a few observations are necessary.

The president assures us that his administration "is working with Congress to address the root cause behind much of the instability in our markets." Care to take a guess at whether the Federal Reserve and its money creation spree were even mentioned?

We are told that "low interest rates" led to excessive borrowing, but we are not told how these low interest rates came about. They were a deliberate policy of the Federal Reserve. As always, artificially low interest rates distort the market. Entrepreneurs engage in malinvestments - investments that do not make sense in light of current resource availability, that occur in more temporally remote stages of the capital structure than the pattern of consumer demand can support, and that would not have been made at all if the interest rate had been permitted to tell the truth instead of being toyed with by the Fed.

Not a word about any of that, of course, because Americans might then discover how the great wise men in Washington caused this great debacle. Better to keep scapegoating the mortgage industry or "wildcat capitalism" (as if we actually have a pure free market!).

Speaking about Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac, the president said: "Because these companies were chartered by Congress, many believed they were guaranteed by the federal government. This allowed them to borrow enormous sums of money, fuel the market for questionable investments, and put our financial system at risk."

Doesn't that prove the foolishness of chartering Fannie and Freddie in the first place? Doesn't that suggest that maybe, just maybe, government may have contributed to this mess? And of course, by bailing out Fannie and Freddie, hasn't the federal government shown that the "many" who "believed they were guaranteed by the federal government" were in fact correct?

Then come the scare tactics. If we don't give dictatorial powers to the Treasury Secretary "the stock market would drop even more, which would reduce the value of your retirement account. The value of your home could plummet." Left unsaid, naturally, is that with the bailout and all the money and credit that must be produced out of thin air to fund it, the value of your retirement account will drop anyway, because the value of the dollar will suffer a precipitous decline. As for home prices, they are obviously much too high, and supply and demand cannot equilibrate if government insists on propping them up.

It's the same destructive strategy that government tried during the Great Depression: prop up prices at all costs. The Depression went on for over a decade. On the other hand, when liquidation was allowed to occur in the equally devastating downturn of 1921, the economy recovered within less than a year.

The president also tells us that Senators McCain and Obama will join him at the White House today in order to figure out how to get the bipartisan bailout passed. The two senators would do their country much more good if they stayed on the campaign trail debating who the bigger celebrity is, or whatever it is that occupies their attention these days.

F.A. Hayek won the Nobel Prize for showing how central banks' manipulation of interest rates creates the boom-bust cycle with which we are sadly familiar. In 1932, in the depths of the Great Depression, he described the foolish policies being pursued in his day - and which are being proposed, just as destructively, in our own:

Instead of furthering the inevitable liquidation of the maladjustments brought about by the boom during the last three years, all conceivable means have been used to prevent that readjustment from taking place; and one of these means, which has been repeatedly tried though without success, from the earliest to the most recent stages of depression, has been this deliberate policy of credit expansion.

To combat the depression by a forced credit expansion is to attempt to cure the evil by the very means which brought it about; because we are suffering from a misdirection of production, we want to create further misdirection - a procedure that can only lead to a much more severe crisis as soon as the credit expansion comes to an end... It is probably to this experiment, together with the attempts to prevent liquidation once the crisis had come, that we owe the exceptional severity and duration of the depression.

The only thing we learn from history, I am afraid, is that we do not learn from history.

The very people who have spent the past several years assuring us that the economy is fundamentally sound, and who themselves foolishly cheered the extension of all these novel kinds of mortgages, are the ones who now claim to be the experts who will restore prosperity! Just how spectacularly wrong, how utterly without a clue, does someone have to be before his expert status is called into question?

Oh, and did you notice that the bailout is now being called a "rescue plan"? I guess "bailout" wasn't sitting too well with the American people.

The very people who with somber faces tell us of their deep concern for the spread of democracy around the world are the ones most insistent on forcing a bill through Congress that the American people overwhelmingly oppose. The very fact that some of you seem to think you're supposed to have a voice in all this actually seems to annoy them.

I continue to urge you to contact your representatives and give them a piece of your mind. I myself am doing everything I can to promote the correct point of view on the crisis. Be sure also to educate yourselves on these subjects - the Campaign for Liberty blog is an excellent place to start. Read the posts, ask questions in the comment section, and learn.

H.G. Wells once said that civilization was in a race between education and catastrophe. Let us learn the truth and spread it as far and wide as our circumstances allow. For the truth is the greatest weapon we have.

In liberty,



Ron Paul

Sunday, September 14, 2008

yearbook yourself



everyone's doing this, so we had to take a shot... go to yearbookyourself.com and have some fun!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

walk around the world


props to this guy. he is walking around the world to raise awareness and funds for blood water mission. it will take him 7 years.... SEVEN YEARS... did i mention that he is walking around the world... i gripe about having to walk so far from my car into work... it's called the earth expedition.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

great show last night

last night we had dear future in for a live show, and WOW they were great. these guys are solid and their sound is very meticulously crafted.... great, great stuff. i added them to my music sidebar.

we also had a local group open for them, irony rains. a guy sang and played his acoustic, accompanied by a beautiful violin and a baritone sax... they were super impressive. they're on the sidebar as well.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

doink and dink

this is for my lifegroup....

they get introduced at the 0:50 mark, and dink tags in at about the 2:45 mark if you want to be entertained.

new web browser

from the guys at Google... it's called Chrome.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

here's to you, new orleans


you've been through enough, i think... now this all over again? maybe even worse?? i can't imagine having to pack up and evacuate my home and my town... having to wonder if my neighbors would make it out...

i wish you the best, and hope to be able to help out in some way.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Dear Future coming to Lifepoint


If you're interested, Dear Future will be coming to Lifepoint Church on Friday, Sept. 5th @ 8pm. $3 at the door. These guys are great... you can check them out at myspace.com/dearfuture.

For more info, check out lifepoint365.com or our Facebook group.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

CA comes to IL

my good friend from CA is in town, so we're gonna do lunch today... such a short meeting when we have so much to catch up on, but that's life these days. today, i will let him post for me. he posted this just a day or two ago; i'll be back after he takes his turn:
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i haven't written in a really long time...life has been a little busy, and i've started facebooking...i think i can only handle one website at a time...i'm on vacation now, though, and have a little time on my hands to write some...

we just got back from hsm summer camp a few days ago, and i was thinking back over the week today telling a friend about it...i love it when i have those moments that i learn something unexpected...it happened at camp this week...i was looking forward to camp this year, but i knew it would be a different experience because none of the guys from my small group were going to be there...they were all on vacation or had just gotten back from long trips or something...so i didnt really know any of the guys that were going to be in my cabin...i wasnt really sure what to expect...

when i walked in my cabin, i almost started laughing...i had three guys from capo hs that were sports guys and total beach bums...i also had two guys that were into classic rock and had hair past their shoulders...another guy raises lambs for his school's agriculture program...and the last guy was a "normal" average kid that went to school with some of the other guys...immediately i thought, "oh wow, this is gonna be an interesting week."...you know how hs cliques are...i could only imagine how the beach guys were going to gel with the lamb-raiser and rockers...i expected the worst...

the lesson i learned, though, was how important it is to be quick to love...within about an hour of being in our cabin, all of the guys in our cabin were laughing with eachother...there were pranks happening, jokes being made, nicknames being formed...they guys in my cabin were so quick to love on eachother...they could have been judgmental or cliquey...but instead they chose to love...and as a result they had an incredible camp experience...

i think i need to be more quick to love...i usually get around to it...but it can take me some time...if you examine christ's example, he was quick to love...the guys in my cabin reminded me of this...dont just love...love quickly...

lesson learned...
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back to me: he put this into words perfectly, yet so simply, for me. i have learned that this is true in the school setting... you have to gear up to want to get to know and have fun with the kids the first day and everyday after... otherwise, you may eventually get that feeling in you, but you've lost some ability to form relationships with certain students after so much time.... maybe even after the first day or two.

this year i did a pretty good job of being 'quick to love,' rather than slow to start loving. we had a good couple of first days, and i think it will pay off for the rest of the year.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

in a lull...

sorry for the blog-lull... school has started and i've been of little time recently... hope to be back soon.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

presidential forum at saddleback


UPDATE @ 9:38pm:
my analysis of the event:

i don't think that i will be able to pick a candidate to support for a while... i really like some things that both of them want to do, and i find some things that both want to do as terrifying.

at this point, i just want to see them be real and honest. i'm SICK of political-ese, canned answers, and pandering to their 'audience.' that's one reason that i love ron paul... spin does not exist to him.

obama: i thought he did a much better job of being 'real', thinking over his answers, not being afraid of saying certain things (admitting vulnerabilities, not always having all the answers, etc.). he embraced the format: a discussion with rick warren. i think his camp took the whole 'church' pandering thing too far... quoting scripture, sucking up to warren and saddleback, etc. he dodged some questions, but overall addressed some questions straight up that i thought he would spin.

mccain: my immediate reaction is negative, because he took this 'conversation with rick warren,' and turned it into him speaking to 'his friends' and took advantage of the opportunity to address the people, rather than embracing this format (see my thoughts on spinning things for your campaign above). he did way more answer dodging and spinning than i expected; this, after all, is a church, and the church is thought of as a bit more conservative. he did an awful lot of spinning... "rick, may i tell another story?" i was impressed with some of his passionate statements about his love for this country and its people, though.

as a neutral observer, my personal opinion is that obama gained more from this event than mccain. he didn't have as much of an appearance of this being a 'campaign/stumping event,' and i think that the public will appreciate that. he really allowed himself to be vulnerable to rick warren, where-as mccain had more of an 'i have all the answers' attitude.

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this is incredibly interesting... seeing these guys answer tough questions in conversation form.

whether you love or hate mccain, you must admit that HE HAS ROBOT ARMS. it drives me nuts! i mean he literally does the robot dance by just walking across the stage.

i personally wish that ron paul was up there answering those question... i think people would fall in love with him.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

freak of nature


this guy's body was simply built for going fast in water... crazy... look at how long his torso is from his chest to his waist, and those crazy dinosaur arms. not fair, michael phelps.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

spreading the word


UPDATE, 8/9/08 @ 1:22pm:
Here is a preview of the video.

so this pretty good band, the David Crowder Band, recently did a club tour for their new album, "Remedy," through all the cool places... the Houses of Blues, etc... and they made a live dvd of one of their shows.

on the evening of August 18th, this dvd will be shown in select theaters across the country... pretty impressive... edwardsville is not on the list yet, but it says that it's constantly being updated. you can see the list of theaters (there are several in IL) on their website. spread the word and go see it!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

new music


if you've never checked it out, take a peek at Relevant Magazine's The Drop. there they spotlight new music/bands that are usually awesome, but largely unknown to mainstream music fans. you can listen to the albums in full online.

one of the current bands spotlighted is "The Reign of Kindo," whom you will find on my sidebar under good bands. these guys are so good, so unique... the review on the page really builds this album up as one of the best around...

other artists currently spotlighted are Brandon Heath, Seabird, The Glorious Unseen and more...

Monday, August 4, 2008

1 year ago today...

lyndsey and i got married! i can't believe it's been a year! i love my wife more than anything in the world, and i'm still floored that she picked me. this year has flown by, because it has been so fun... happy anny, lynds! now we're off to celebrate!

Saturday, August 2, 2008

sign


this picture was taken at the end of our road a couple of weeks ago. i guess there is no spell-check on a sharpee... haha

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

election 2008


after watching these guys in the news, this is how i often feel.... hahaha

Monday, July 28, 2008

summer...

is flying by... i have three weeks until we start... holy crap. i better get cracking on my new course...

the cons of school starting: i have a lot of free time during the summer, and when school starts i will be swamped, both physically and mentally.

the pros: it's always exciting to get a fresh start and meet new students and teachers. the first week just has a buzz about it that doesn't occur any other time of the year... and it also means that autumn is coming! september and october are my favorites... bring on some chili and apple cider and playoff baseball...

the more i think about it, the more i look forward to actually going back!

Friday, July 25, 2008

lyrics: "Easier Than Love" by Switchfoot


sex is one of those things... it can be such a beautiful thing; something that produces new life. but if we abuse it, it can also destroy. our culture has misused it... bob will be talking about this sunday at lifepoint. here is switchfoot's take on the subject:

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Sex is currency
She sells cars, she sells magazines
Addictive, bittersweet, clap your hands with the hopeless nicotines

Everyone's a lost romantic,
Since our love became a kissing show
Everyone's a Casanova,
Come and pass me the mistletoe
Everyone's been scared to death of dying here alone

Sex is easier than love, is easier than life
It's easier to fake and smile and bribe
It's easier to leave, it's easier to lie
It's harder to face ourselves at night
Feeling alone, what have we done?
What is the monster we've become?
Where is my soul?


Sex is industry,
The CEO of corporate policy
Skin-deep ministry, suburban youth: hail your so-called liberty

Every advertising antic
Our banner waves with a neon glow
War and love become pedantic
We wage love with a mistletoe
Everyone's been scared to death of dying here alone........

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our culture has created an environment in which teenagers think they have to have sex... if they don't, they won't be cool; they will "die here alone". so in a young person's mind, saving sex for what it was intended is so incredibly hard... it may even be accompanied by criticism from their peers. therefore for them, sex is 'easier than love, easier than life.' in those youthful years, it's simply the easy way out, or the easy way into popularity/acceptance.

but we quickly find ourselves feeling alone; finding it harder to face ourself in the mirror... what is the monster we've become? what have we done with our souls?

there is hope, and the writer of this song did his best to spread it. we need to find our own way of spreading this same hope to the young people around us.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

the dark knight



UPDATE 7/25, 11:54pm:
after finally seeing it, i have to agree that it is an awesome film! i'm already looking forward to the next one (hopefully)....

UPDATE 7/25, 12:50am:
just finished Batman Begins... pretty good stuff...

i can't remember the last time i heard this much buzz about a movie... and i literally haven't heard one person say the movie was anything less than amazing. lyndsey and i are usually perfectly content to wait until a movie comes out on dvd and rent (we call it the $1 club), but this one is tempting us to pay up and see it now...

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Monday, July 21, 2008

cardinals



UPDATE Tues. 7/22 @ 1:45 pm:
aaaaand a tough loss last night. the 9th was exciting, though. hopefully we can take tonight's game, because we get sabathia and sheets the last two...

the birds swept the padres over the weekend, and pulled themselves up within 2 games of the cubbies. the brewers are only a game behind us, though.... so the 4 game series with the brew-crew starting tonight is HUGE. i'll be there tonight and wednesday, only my 2nd and 3rd times this year. stoked!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

school is coming...

as the school year approaches, lifepoint is gearing up to reach out to the college community. this will be going in the Alestle's (siue's campus newspaper) big opening edition.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

chronic-WHAT-les of narnia...


we watched narnia (the first time for me) tonight, and it was pretty good... now i'm ready when the next one comes out to rent...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

it was time...

and we got a great deal from enterprise car sales. i highly recommend it; i will never go to a dealer again!

war

i was watching the news about the wars going on, and am just thinking out loud. whether you are for or against the war, isn't it kind of disappointing that, with all of our advanced technology, we can't accomplish our goals or prevent massive casualties? especially in a place with decidedly inferior technology... that's not an original thought, i know.

observation: one area that we seem to be strong in, however, is protecting our big boys. you have to think that our enemies would love and are trying to take out guys like general petraeus and other high ranking officers... the guys calling the shots over there. that would be huge for their morale. but they haven't. at least we haven't heard about it. we have, on the other hand, been able to get some of their top guys.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

free song


Coldplay is giving away a free song here.

burn after reading


Clooney. Pitt. Add John Malkovich to the fun. Then you've got Burn After Reading, a new film by the Coen Brothers (No Country for Old Men, O Brother Where Art Thou, Fargo, etc...). It opens September 12th. Clooney and Pitt were classic together in the Oceans movies... and John Malkovich is simply amazing (he is from Christopher, IL, if you didn't know).

Judging by the trailers, it seems to have a bit of the Oceans feel to it... good humor and chasing after money.

Monday, July 14, 2008

conan


conan o'brien has been gradually overtaking letterman for my favorite late night guy. here are a few of his recent political jabs:

"Today’s New York Times has once again raised the issue that John McCain may not be eligible to be president because he is not a natural born U.S. citizen. Apparently, McCain was born outside of the 13 colonies."

"This week, Barack Obama, true story, campaigned on an Indian reservation and the tribal chief adopted him. Yeah, the Indians actually prefer Obama to John McCain, because they still remember when McCain took their land."

and another one from the guy conan will soon replace, jay leno:

"According to the Washington Post, Barack Obama and actress Scarlett Johansson are email buddies. Apparently they email each other back and forth. So, you've got a 23-year-old gorgeous, blonde actress emailing a married presidential candidate. Well, what could go wrong there? Not to be outdone today, John McCain admitted he had been exchanging flirty emails with Angela Lansbury."

Friday, July 11, 2008

lyrics: "This Too Shall Be Made Right" by Derek Webb


in this tune, derek points lots of things wrong with the world... very moving.

may i emphasize that the statements he makes are being declared as unfortunate truths or unfortunate opinions of people in this world... when he says that "there is a time for children to die," he is commenting on the terrible state of our world, and his hope for what is to come when these sufferings are no more (just in case you only skimmed one or two lines and misinterpreted...).

the 4th & 5th verses are the most powerful to me... Jesus calls us to a higher standard; in his 'kingdom,' there would be no war, no settling the score... no trading in people's lives for our own comfort...

a video that someone put together corresponding to the song is at the bottom. enjoy!

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people love you the most for the things you hate
and hate you for loving the things that you cannot keep straight
people judge you on a curve
and tell you you’re getting what you deserve
and this too shall be made right

children cannot learn when children cannot eat
stack them like lumber when children cannot sleep
children dream of wishing wells
whose waters quench all the fires of hell
and this too shall be made right

the earth and the sky and the sea are all holding their breath
wars and abuses have nature groaning with death
we say we’re just trying to stay alive
but it looks so much more like a way to die
and this too shall be made right

there’s a time for peace and there is a time for war
a time to forgive and a time to settle the score
a time for babies to lose their lives
a time for hunger and genocide
and this too shall be made right

I don’t know the suffering of people outside my front door
I join the oppressors of those who i choose to ignore
I’m trading comfort for human life
and that’s not just murder it’s suicide
and this too shall be made right
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Thursday, July 10, 2008

not quite there...

...God made humans in his image reflecting God's very nature... Genesis 9:6

...He rescues the poor at the first sign of need, the destitute who have run out of luck. He opens a place in his heart for the down-and-out, he restores the wretched of the earth. He frees them from tyranny and torture— when they bleed, he bleeds; when they die, he dies. Psalm 72:9

this is yet one area where we fall short of living as we were created... and i am the guiltiest of all. the culture i live in has taught me to take care of myself. but i can see the tide turning, not only in myself, but in our society.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

alice


this coming school year, i will be teaching an introductory computer programming course, which i am pretty excited about. it uses a fairly new language called Alice, which allows the students to create 3-D landscapes and program the characters and objects to do different things... the goal of the program is to get kids interested in programming and teach the concepts, without exposing them quite yet to the complex code involved. if you're interested in this kind of stuff, you can download Alice for free here.

Monday, July 7, 2008

derek webb


if you are a fan of derek webb, you can go to noise-trade and pay what you want for his newest album, the ringing bell. this website offers fair trade music, with just a few particular artists being offered.

derek used to be a member of caedmon's call, until he left several years ago to pursue solo work. he has written so many good songs, and has become somewhat of a controversial figure in the 'christian' circle for using strong language in his music and touching on topics such as politics, social justice, and war... basically he doesn't sugar-coat things and writes with raw emotion and honesty. good stuff.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

god as father


i think everyone struggles with this... when bad things happen to people, we ask, "why?" more specifically, we hear things like, "why would God do this... he must have a reason and a plan." i have a problem agreeing with that...

there is a common belief/view where people see God as a sort of 'dictator'; a puppet-master, if you will. where every event is dictated by God himself; therefore, he must have a reason behind it.

there is another view that sees God as Father. the metaphor is simple; think about if you were a father (i can't relate to that very well...)... do you dictate every move you child makes? maybe while they are super-young, but eventually you want them to be able to make rational decisions for themselves, and to become self-sufficient.

in his book, "understanding God's will," kyle lake gives this example: if your son is going to college, you don't say, "you are going to this school and majoring in this." you support them and give them advice and help guide them, but ultimately you want them to choose their own path; hopefully a path that is going to lead them to a fulfilling, meaningful life. you teach them how to live, then let them live.

i see God as father, rather than dictator. i have a hard time believing that when a four-year-old girl gets cancer, or gets killed in an accident, it was 'God's will.' isn't God's will for us to have life to the fullest? when bad things like this happen, i believe that it is caused by our human-ness... we've messed things up; we've gotten out of the bounds that were created for us... we drive machines way too fast; we eat artificial crap that we shouldn't eat... etc., etc...

i feel like i've blogged about this before... my apologies if i have... the book i mentioned is excellent, by the way.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

claiborne on cnn


i haven't been watching cnn this weekend, but i just went to cnn.com and found shane claiborne to be on the headlining story... shane is doing a speaking tour called "Jesus for President" (based on the book), which has apparently attracted the media's attention during this election year.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

weekend


a couple of friends spent last weekend with me... we did some fast eddie's on friday and some breakfast, grilling, and home-run derby on saturday. i love these guys... we've grown up together, gone to school together, played in moderately successful bands together (right), lived together at college, launched water balloons and pin-pointed them on innocent bystanders from roughly 75 yards away, and lots and lots of other crazy stuff. here's to carson and brian for putting up with me for several years.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

holy crap


no big deal, but we are just on the verge of finding another Earth, a twin-Earth in fact, in another star system...

tribute


This one goes out to my buddy Danny, who is doing some AWESOME stuff out at Saddleback, as the PEACE Coordinator for student ministries. Keep up the good work, Danny! (this dude is a big deal... we're talking regular meetings with Rick and/or Kay Warren...)

Danny and I used to work together at Central Christian Church in Mt. Vernon, IL, until school kind of forced me in a different direction and this job sent him down a different road. He is one of those people that I call if I am feeling down about where I am at... he is somehow able to inject me with hope; to get me out of my 'local bubble' and see the big picture and the role that we all play in it. We will work together again someday...

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

talking dogs

these dogs are awesome!

Monday, June 23, 2008

new ads

i added some advertising to my blog to see if it brings in some cash-flow (doubtful)... feel free to click them... sorry if some of them are pretty dumb... i have no control over what gets advertised, though it says they try to make them relevant to my blog posts.

panda sneeze

this is great... and it's had about 16.7 million views on youtube.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

lyrics: "Hear Our Prayers" by The Glorious Unseen


i invite you to check these guys out for some unique, creative, passionate worship music... super authentic. for this guy, the songs came first, then people who loved them encouraged him to share them by making an album... not just, "let's make an album to sell."

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Hear our cries Lord,
Hear our prayers.
Take our burdens,
Calm our fears.

God will you make us
A people that love You.
Please take our offerings
That we set before You.
God hear our prayers
That we're lifting up to You.
God see our tears
That we're struggling to see through.
God, hear our prayers to You.

In our weakness,
You remain.
When we're broken,
You sustain.

God will you make us
A people that love You.
Please take our offerings
That we set before You.
God hear our prayers
That we're lifting up to You.
God see our tears
That we're struggling to see through.

God hear our prayers
As we lift them to heaven.
We're praying the angels
Receive and embrace them.
The hopes of the empty,
The cries of the broken.
We're reaching our hands out,
Oh Lord will You hold them?

Thursday, June 19, 2008

garfield


from Relevant slices:

it's Garfield's 30th birthday. side-note: apparently, when you remove garfield himself from the strip, it gets a little funnier...

my personal favorite was June 17th's strip.

synopsis of a dream i had last night...


tiger gets loose in town
tiger comes to high school, terrorizes students outside
tiger gets in school, apparently wants to eat me for lunch
tiger chases me
i use a student as a human shield
tiger turns attention to said student, and i get away

i can't explain this one... the human brain just mystifies me sometimes. i still feel bad for the kid...

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

ruh-roh

according to this article, some internet providers are thinking about charging their customers by their bandwidth usage - i.e. you use the net more, you pay more.

i kind of welcome it as a great reason for me to cut back on it and do more constructive things... kind of like when we had to cut back on our cell phone minutes because our bill was through the roof...

Monday, June 16, 2008

trunk monkey

i will be checking this option box next time i buy a car...

Sunday, June 15, 2008

weekend


this was an eventful weekend... a friend came to town to hang out thursday night; we watched the nba finals at bww and saw a great game.

i attended a bachelor party friday in the form of a cardinals game (all-inclusive area, scoreboard patio)... cards got beat down 20-2, but it was enjoyable watching so taguchi return (now playing for philly) and aaron miles pitch the ninth.

yesterday, a co-worker and i went up to another co-worker's campsite to kick it... played some bocce and other yard games and just lived the simple life.

it was a sad weekend, however, in the fact that tim russert passed away unexpectedly... i grew up watching at least part of Meet the Press every sunday morning before church (well my dad did, but i grew to appreciate it over the years and even watch it when i can now). the guy was a tremendous figure in the american landscape; he made it his mission to hold politicians accountable and always bring out the truth... not merely to smear politicians, but for the good of the country and our governmental system as a whole. it is said that when a guest came on his show, tim knew everything that person had said or written down since the 1st grade... you couldn't flip-flop on him. sadly, his pouring himself into his work (maybe to exhaustion at some points in this presidential election) may have contributed to his health. there was a great tribute today on Meet the Press; they simply left his seat empty and relived some great memories of tim.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

motivation station


I'm a teacher, and I'm off for the summer... and I know some of you are like, "lucky!" and "you suck!" and "you no-good couch potato!" But I swear, if you saw what I just put up with for 9.5 months, you would agree that the break is justified! Anyway, I did nothing today, and I'm not proud of it. I had plans to get some things done... didn't work out. I have to get motivated.

The problem is that I'm easily distracted by two things: tv (espn) and the internet (perusing my daily sites... blogs, news, sports, music, etc...). Yesterday I turned off the tv and stayed away from the internet for 5 hours or so. It was great. I got bored. So I had to find things to do, and low and behold, those things were productive... lots of reading, a couple household chores, errands, yard work... I'm going to make a strong attempt to do this more often...

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

done



finally done with "Everything Must Change." maybe i'll post some more on it when i finish digesting it (a daunting task)... a must-read. next, i'm moving on to "unChristian," by Gabe Lyons & David Kinnaman. it's a book of extensive research on why so many people have negative perceptions of the Christian faith... and therefore refuse to consider the way of Jesus.

Monday, June 9, 2008

news-worthy


"slices" from Relevant Magazine:

a new washing machine is being developed that will use merely a cup of water per cycle; your clothes won't even need to be dried, eliminating the dryer as well.

the new iPhone will be better and cheaper.

zeppelins are making a comeback! maybe an alternative for more efficient air-travel?

Saturday, June 7, 2008

slow movement


an interesting movement is taking place among American workers: the "slow movement."

here is their homepage.

it looks like they're even trying to create legislation to help people slow down!

Friday, June 6, 2008

fish/immobility



i went fishing yesterday morning with a buddy from work. we were in the boat from 5:45am to 12:45pm... my legs were STIFF when we got out (more on that in a moment)! here is a big bass that he caught; altogether we came home with 25-30 nice fish to eat.

stiff legs and all, we had a softball game last night. before the game, i noticed that i couldn't really stretch my quads out... they just wouldn't move past a certain point. aaaaaaand sure enough after a little running in the outfield, and eventually topped off by running to first after hitting, i think i pulled both quads... if that's possible. immense pain! i had to come out, because running even leisurely was out of the question; the legs just wouldn't move. i still had to bat once because it would've been an automatic out if i didn't... coach dan said to just stand there and hope for a walk. so i did... and struck out looking. i should have swung, then hoped it fell in for a hit and gotten a pinch runner... oh well. i think my team is mad at me. tell them to try and run with two pulled quads! i'm turning into an old man waaaay too early...

Thursday, June 5, 2008

my footprint



i added some new links (myfootprint, trade as one, cooling creation). trade as one is really cool... check it out. my footprint is a quiz you can take to see what your carbon footprint is. after taking it, they tell me that if everyone lived as i do, we would need 3.76 earths... interesting.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

pathways



we have been talking about pathways to experiencing God this week at church. the nine discussed were naturalist, sensate, ascetic, enthusiast, activist, caregiver, traditionalist, contemplative, and intellectual. here are mine and why, in no particular order (i have trouble ranking them):

sensate: God's creation enamors me. when i hear pleasing sounds (music, birds, babies crying), when i see things (art, nature, beauty), when i smell and taste goodness (a good homemade meal), it makes me think of the wonderful creation all around me... people say they look forward to going to an event where they'll feel "God's presence,"... i don't get that, because these things i mentioned above are God's presence to me... they're everywhere and inescapable.

activist: i think that God created us in a certain way, and that his ultimate "will" is for us to be able to live and enjoy life to the fullest - just like he intended. and that often when the bible speaks of the 'Kingdom of God', it's not talking about life after death, but life here on earth. therefore our job is to try and bring this life to fruition. to help end oppression, poverty, suffering, hate, etc., etc... how we (or i) do that is the tougher question for me. but i want to do something.

intellectual: one of the things that has always frustrated me is when people make the argument that being 'intellectual' implies that one can't believe in a higher power or divine being; that science and religion don't mix, etc... i believe the opposite, making it sort of a mission to help people see that the 'intellectual' things of this world actually point towards the God that we believe in. i think that our faith isn't as blind and science-hating as some people make it to be... i think that when we make a scientific discovery, we are doing what God would want us to do: explore this great place he made for us. he created us with brains and a curiosity for the world around us... i feel like when we find out more about the world, we find out a little more about God... and that not everything in the bible was intended to be literally interpreted, and that when we refuse to acknowledge that, we're being naive... slippery slope, i know...

random Harper pic

Monday, June 2, 2008

thought it would never come...

my emotions can best be summed up by a certain guy named alice, at the 00:46 mark...

Sunday, June 1, 2008

new look...

it was time for a change. i may be playing with the look for a few days...

this one goes out to...


the moolatte from dairy queen. hot & humid day, you've got nothing on me.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

into the wild



we watched "Into the Wild" tonight; pretty good flick. very moving and introspective, questioning the society that we live in and the need to have any material possessions or wealth to be fulfilled; in fact, proposing that having such things prohibits one from living life to the fullest. this struggle is vividly portrayed as it ensues in the mind of the character... good film-making.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

i'm in love...



chex mix sweet 'n salty honey nut. ate a whole bag tonight... what.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

reading: Everything Must Change

I'm still reading "Everything Must Change," by Brian McLaren. I just got through a great chapter, though. The book touches on the global crises in the world today, and how we as a human race (Christians needing to be the catalysts) should respond. To understand that, he goes back and examines the crises back in the time of Jesus, and how Jesus reacted to them and ultimately changed humanity.

In this particular chapter, he describes the Roman Empire of the day, and how it was supposed to provide this "prosperous life" for everyone, but in fact only provided that for an elite few... and how everyone had "freedom of speech, religion, and thought" - as long as your speech, religion and thought agreed with the imperial policy. The chapter ends with:

"...if their religion came into conflict with the patriotic ethos of the empire - perhaps by doubting the supreme, divine authority given to the emperor - they'd better keep quiet about it, or they may experience the dark side of the empire: the cross." (read: crucifiction) "How ironic that the cross - the icon of the dominating Roman framing story - became the icon for the liberating framing story of Jesus..."

Another part of the chapter that stood out to me was how women were treated in the empire. "A woman's primary job was to bear as many sons as possible to be soldiers to protect the empire." There were high death rates in childbirth, as well. "The average girl in the Roman Empire had to marry by the age of fourteen and begin bearing children immediately. Simply to maintain the population, the empire depended on her to raise five children to adulthood, on average."

In the footnotes, he adds to the discussion. "This reproductive pressure helps explain the great appeal of celibacy in the early Christian movement. Celibacy wasn't simply a privation; instead, it represented liberation from an oppressive Roman system that valued a woman for her ovaries and little more. In contrast, a celibate woman in the Christian community was valued for her virtue, her piety, even her mind and work."

This reminds me: I used to think of the Old Testament laws as sort of an 'instruction manual'; that they were written in the beginning, like guidelines made for humans before they even existed.

But over time I have seen that this isn't correct; that these laws were written by people, and were borne out of the time and culture that these people lived in; they were responses and reactions to policies/lifestyles/philosophies/etc. that they knew weren't consistent with God's idea of life. With guidance from their creator, they formed these laws in order to try and become a people living the life God created them to live... not to oppress themselves, but to liberate themselves.

Friday, May 23, 2008