Saturday, May 31, 2008

into the wild



we watched "Into the Wild" tonight; pretty good flick. very moving and introspective, questioning the society that we live in and the need to have any material possessions or wealth to be fulfilled; in fact, proposing that having such things prohibits one from living life to the fullest. this struggle is vividly portrayed as it ensues in the mind of the character... good film-making.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

i'm in love...



chex mix sweet 'n salty honey nut. ate a whole bag tonight... what.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

reading: Everything Must Change

I'm still reading "Everything Must Change," by Brian McLaren. I just got through a great chapter, though. The book touches on the global crises in the world today, and how we as a human race (Christians needing to be the catalysts) should respond. To understand that, he goes back and examines the crises back in the time of Jesus, and how Jesus reacted to them and ultimately changed humanity.

In this particular chapter, he describes the Roman Empire of the day, and how it was supposed to provide this "prosperous life" for everyone, but in fact only provided that for an elite few... and how everyone had "freedom of speech, religion, and thought" - as long as your speech, religion and thought agreed with the imperial policy. The chapter ends with:

"...if their religion came into conflict with the patriotic ethos of the empire - perhaps by doubting the supreme, divine authority given to the emperor - they'd better keep quiet about it, or they may experience the dark side of the empire: the cross." (read: crucifiction) "How ironic that the cross - the icon of the dominating Roman framing story - became the icon for the liberating framing story of Jesus..."

Another part of the chapter that stood out to me was how women were treated in the empire. "A woman's primary job was to bear as many sons as possible to be soldiers to protect the empire." There were high death rates in childbirth, as well. "The average girl in the Roman Empire had to marry by the age of fourteen and begin bearing children immediately. Simply to maintain the population, the empire depended on her to raise five children to adulthood, on average."

In the footnotes, he adds to the discussion. "This reproductive pressure helps explain the great appeal of celibacy in the early Christian movement. Celibacy wasn't simply a privation; instead, it represented liberation from an oppressive Roman system that valued a woman for her ovaries and little more. In contrast, a celibate woman in the Christian community was valued for her virtue, her piety, even her mind and work."

This reminds me: I used to think of the Old Testament laws as sort of an 'instruction manual'; that they were written in the beginning, like guidelines made for humans before they even existed.

But over time I have seen that this isn't correct; that these laws were written by people, and were borne out of the time and culture that these people lived in; they were responses and reactions to policies/lifestyles/philosophies/etc. that they knew weren't consistent with God's idea of life. With guidance from their creator, they formed these laws in order to try and become a people living the life God created them to live... not to oppress themselves, but to liberate themselves.

Friday, May 23, 2008

Thursday, May 22, 2008

lyrics: "Sacred Place" by Future of Forestry

Come into this sacred place
Come into my heart and sing Your song of grace
Pull me safe into the deep
Pull me in to where the depths of love meet

Sing, sing over me until dawn
Pull me safe into the deep


Come and carry me away
Come into my heart and turn this night to day
Come into this sacred place
Come into my heart and sing

'Cause I can hear You now
And You're the only sound

I give You all my love
You've rescued me


You embrace me, and You calm me
You persuade me, You console me

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

God Has Set Things Right

But in our time something new has been added. What Moses and the prophets witnessed to all those years has happened. The God-setting-things-right that we read about has become Jesus-setting-things-right for us. And not only for us, but for everyone who believes in him. For there is no difference between us and them in this. Since we've compiled this long and sorry record as sinners (both us and them) and proved that we are utterly incapable of living the glorious lives God wills for us, God did it for us. Out of sheer generosity he put us in right standing with himself. A pure gift. He got us out of the mess we're in and restored us to where he always wanted us to be. And he did it by means of Jesus.

Romans 3:21 (The Message)

Sunday, May 18, 2008

song added

i added a new song to my artist profile... you can check it out here.

this is an instrumental song that i recorded back in college, while i was student teaching. i distinctly remember hearing and writing the little repeating melody down during class...

you have to give this one until the 1:15 mark before you bail on it; that's where all the action happens. i don't remember why, but i let the intro drag out forever.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

summer is approaching....

we had a good old grill out tonight. nice weather. a little washers. a good night. i'm staying up late tonight for the first time in i can't remember how long.... it feels weird. my friend brian is staying here tonight, we've been playing some wii.

i'm thankful for the beauty around me... in my yard, in my neighborhood, in my town...

summer is approaching and i'm starting to get pumped and inspired to do some stuff.

we still have a big weekend ahead, in that my brother and his family may come visit tomorrow, and we have a church picnic sunday. good night!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

recordings

i made an artist profile on myspace, so that i can upload some recordings from my computer. if you want to check it out, click here. i'll try to keep it updated and post new songs... i'm hoping that it will motivate me to record stuff more often... right now, I'll record a song, then not touch it again for 6 months. enjoy!

Saturday, May 10, 2008

bbq here we come...


lyndsey's parents are in town this weekend. last night we ate and Red Robin and watched "Lars and the Real Girl" (wierd, but good movie). this morning we ate at a local diner, Fiona's, went to some yard sales, and now we are heading over to a bbq to help out the students at our church who are going to a camp this summer.... pork steak here we come!

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

lyrics: "Open" by Jason Morant

It's time for something more real than all these words
While the least of these are broken and dying
We count the pearls in our purse
It's time to live in love
It’s time to live in love

So open up your doors
Let the Son shine out into the night you're hiding from
Let your hearts bleed with love because when all is said and done
Love's the only voice that's heard

With all that we've been given and all we hold to be true
We've thrown away the one key that unlocks the door
We ourselves crawled through
It's time to live in love
It’s time to live in love

Open up your doors
Let the Son shine out into the night you're hiding from
Let your hearts bleed with love because when all is said and done
Love's the only voice that's heard
So let your love be heard

Silver and gold have we some
But is that enough to buy a single soul
A ticket to go home
Silver and gold have we some
But is that enough to buy a single soul
Or our own way to the throne

Monday, May 5, 2008

shocking experience



UPDATE, 1:56pm: for the record, my dad has the honor of "best joke": he says i have another thing to put on my music resume; that i've been a conductor.
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just want to thank everyone for being there for me this weekend... i took quite a jolt at church. i went to the ER for an ekg, and everything looks good (not that there was any real concern, just wanted to get checked out)... the nurse was a guitar player, and as he was printing out an ekg report, he acted like he was reading, "it says you need to sell any guitars to your ER nurse... hmmm...." it was pretty funny. he was fond of one of the guitars i was playing, my friend Carson's '81 Firebird.

Anyway:
1st of all, thanks to Bob & Dan, and everyone else (I don't know who else was up there) who helped tear the evil guitars away from me. i can't thank you enough!

2nd, thanks to those of you checking up on me, making sure i'm good to go. i really appreciate it!

also, thanks to my wonderful wife for taking care of me! (she didn't get to see it happen; she can only hear the stories)

but again, i'm fine, i have some cool looking marks on one hand from where the strings were digging in, but everything's good. one thing that i'm super glad i don't do is wear my wedding ring on Sunday mornings (can't play with it on). i've heard about people having to get their ring cut off because of stuff like that...

as for the picture, i googled "shock", looking for a shock warning label or something, and this was one of the first things that came up... i just thought it was funny.